This is too real right now
It’s one thing to miss someone’s presence and it’s a whole other thing to miss them kissing your forehead and holding your arm or just hugging you for hours. It’s different when you crave someone. That’s when the pain really hits, when you think of the times they filled the void with simple things that no one else could, when they know what makes you happy, when they like you back but you mess it up trying to help someone else. I know you know what pain feels like, but you should thank god you don’t have to crave the person. I crave him more than food and just to have him next to me as someone who likes me was something I took for granted.